太久没有这样的爽快，看见一个又一个年轻的飞起来的身影。身体伸展，动作流水般顺畅，散发着“我年轻，我无敌”的张扬气息。看得我这个旁人特爽快，又伤心自己舞不起来的身子。动作那样放肆，身体那样律动，那样快而轻盈。让我记住年轻飞扬的感觉吧。FOREVER。

周六，想找巧克力，来到一德路，走着走着，发现石室，很久前就想去看一看的天主教堂。里面的彩色亮片组成一副副故事，很吸引人。里面有人拍照，有人祷告。我也坐在那里眯下眼睛，醒来走开。时针指向6点10分，底片的天异样地柔和。

心里头没有太多的兴奋与新鲜，走着，从黄昏到夜里，经过滨江路，看到珠江与船，大大的彩色的屏幕横江而过。走在江边，应该是舒服的，有夜风慢吹，没有车子呼啸而过拉起的热风。有一次一班转车回家路上，因为人太多，挤不上车，狠心步行走一个站，因为那里有一座桥，有一条河。于是小心翼翼地走了一个站，15/20分钟左右。身边时不时一阵风吹过，就知道单车一族飞车而过，心里讶异其速度飞快，其中不乏上班一族，公司里一小房间里就常放着一折叠单车，鲜红色，小心地张扬着。但是，那时广州的空气是让人窒息的。人似乎不能暴露在空气之中，让人难受。

现在九月底，广州的早上阳光灿烂，凉风温柔，虽然车龙扭曲地堆在路中间，人与车争道，喧器不已，但是可以接受这样短时间荡在边边的道上。有时白天进入写字楼，下午下班才走出来，其中一整天的时间，不知道外面的世界是打风还是吹雨。有时在一小房间会看看外面的世界，阳光灿烂还是云层厚重，稍微张开的小窗缝，伸手过去，感觉到一阵热风。窗台上的小植物摆着绿色的尾巴。

下班回家，时常一个人，因为同住者很晚才回来。最近发现有个运动场所，高兴得很，一下班就溜去玩，然后几天内全身酸痛。本周四晚上回去广外玩跆拳，意外见到一个师弟，刚今年考了黑带，真是高兴。他工作的地点在我隔壁，似乎活着挺不错的。一下课，坐车冲回家去，从北面到南面，穿越整个广州。广外的空气是有种泥土气息，特别舒服。

买菜做饭煲汤，有时看个电影，一晃就夜里十点，十一点睡觉。人就这样子过日子。

papa, walking early morning in the street,one that so lousy in my mindset. sunny days and tender winds. striding for my destination, i smile and think of you. how is your days before when you  got no one to talk to, about days, life,children. are we the topic of you before? are you proud of us? are you happy of being "being"? i do not know. no way to know. i not care before, how bad it is.

mid autumn is round the corner, i think of two festival in SHA which really upset me, one i thought i should not behave like that, one that i hardly got asleep and woke up eraly in dawn to watch the morning mountain, listening to music that not stop for night.however, no more get-together as childwood.

sometime i will still momerize you all of a sudden, there is no why. just hope you will be ok far far away. i will miss you.

脱离网络的一个月生活，上班，挤车，犯错，习惯，下班，困倦，挤车，塞车，做饭，听歌，睡觉。一切重新开始，融入城市广州。八月已逝，体会着生活，有些东西是流血着新鲜的。

On this hot hell day, moved from one place to another.

Standing sitting alone, strangers walking by,sky appeared cute.

From 3 to 8, always the time in between.

People questioned.

I pondered,surprised by self:

what a foolish way of killing.

Forgetting something, and will mutter Dady and Mumy when start missing.

So long not back, cozy home it is.

H-o-m-e.

Depressed, stressed,

happy,laughing away.

It is my day.

It is my way.

Summer still goes beautifully here in GZ.

Thought came in sudden.

I waited for sunny days last round .

Smile that two years ago hung on girls,

will be with me.

Girl in car came near, i stood up, work begun in day.